Enough to Let Me Go

(Note: This was previously on private but I have revised it in light of my recent thoughts and experiences.) Nowadays, I often think about the novel Dear John by Nicholas Sparks. To be honest, it’s been years since I read that book and I only ever read it once so I don’t remember most of … More Enough to Let Me Go

Not Alone

For a long time in the UAE, I struggled with loneliness. Nobody really knew about it except maybe my sister, but I longed for friends. After I lost my very best friends in the Philippines, I was excited to make new ones but throughout my time in the UAE, all I had were acquaintances who … More Not Alone

Lovely Eyes

  LOVELY EYES To the boy with the loveliest eyes, Where are you now? Where have you gone? Everywhere I look, I see you; Every time I reach out, you fade. How can the image of your warm gaze still linger? Even when you are no longer there, I still feel you; Even in the … More Lovely Eyes

Growing Up

Now that I am living alone, it’s safe to say that I’m officially supposed to be an adult. Yeah by the time you’re 18-19, you’re supposed to know how to take care of yourself and do all sorts of adult stuff. But in the first few months of trying to “adult” I realized that I … More Growing Up


(a rant by me) On “15 minute or so” repetitive worship songs: I hate this one. The repetition of lines is abused already. It should end when it ends. When it’s too long, it loses its artistic value, everyone gets tired, and nobody wants to listen anymore. This goes of every song out there. Music … More JUST END IT ALREADY


Recently, I’ve been having terrible mood swings. Most of the time I’m just on the low side but every now and then I get a little glimpse of hope that makes me smile at least. But in the end, my mood always drops down a hundred meters below sea level that I hardly even see … More Loner