The After-Effect

I’m back. I’m back here again. Last December, I flew back to the UAE to see my family again. I stayed for a month. Then I stayed in the Philippines for a week. Now I’m back–back to that recurring emptiness that looms over/under/beside/inside me as I stare blankly at the ceiling of my room. What … More The After-Effect

92 Questions

This is one of those friend tags from Facebook that I filled in years ago. But this time, instead of just showing you my stupid answers from when I was a stupid teenager, I am going to write my new answers in italics and keep my old answers in bold so that we can all see … More 92 Questions

Into the New World

May Just when everything was going well in preparation for university in The Master’s College, CA, things went downhill upon applying for a visa. God knows how to play around, I guess, and he answered all my prayers of getting high scores for the SAT and of getting accepted into university and of getting a … More Into the New World


I’ve looked into the eyes of many people but I cannot deny the fact that only one person ever really captivated me by 눈빛. It started years ago. The way he looked into my eyes while talking to me struck something weird into my heart, even though he was just a young boy. I didn’t … More 눈빛


So today, I was actually feeling so much better than I had been feeling for the past few days while I was wallowing in my self-pity. In fact, today, I was in such a good mood that I was singing along to “Gee” even though I suck, and we all know that that song is … More Cry-Baby


Recently, I’ve been having terrible mood swings. Most of the time I’m just on the low side but every now and then I get a little glimpse of hope that makes me smile at least. But in the end, my mood always drops down a hundred meters below sea level that I hardly even see … More Loner